So far, I must have done well enough to stay and advance within The Order. I have a hard time controlling my nerves and fears, but possibly that is due to not having a strong male role model around most of my life since my dad was always on the road as a trucker. But here, strong male role models are required. I want to be one of them myself one day. When I came for my interview, Master Oz interrogated me about being attracted to men and then did things to me, getting me so horny, all while I looked him in the eyes. He went so far as to use a glass dildo on me, touching, teasing, and rubbing my dick until I got so crazy and shot a load. Until that time, I never thought I was gay, but then I began to question everything and me. Factually, I really enjoyed it. Even more, I enjoyed being with Master Oz. Shortly after, I was contacted to come for my Calling Ceremony, which changed my life forever. Master Jake actually popped my cherry, taking my virginity, thoroughly fucking me deep, and breeding me. It was painful, but that ended and felt, well… fantastic. Looking back now, I feel liberated by that and wanted more, much more. Well, I got my wish with my Initiation Ceremony with that big tall man, Master Stryker. I realized I have always been shorter than many men, and he definitely fits that bill. He is easily a head taller than me and has a big cock twice my size. That man is super hung. He used his long pole to pound me flat, and deposited a pint of cum inside my ass. Ignorantly, I thought the initiation meant that I was in, but everything around here is a secret. Within a week I was called in for an Atonement Ceremony, where they made me dress up in a suit, and when I walked in I saw all three of the masters I have been with so far, Masters Oz, Jake and Stryker. Master Oz was the one in charge, and the others, as I was told later, were there to witness that I completed it successfully. I was made to sit down and take butt plugs in my hole, one after another, starting with the smallest and moving up, as instructed. I tried and tried to get the last butt plug in my hole. It was too fat for me to take. So I suppose I let Master Oz down and that made me sad. Then he stood and took off his clothes and fucked me good with his beer can-thick big cock. Are there any men in this place with small dicks?? Afterward, I was still nervous, unsure of myself, and Master Oz made me feel better, looking kindly into my eyes. Even though it was not an ‘atta boy,’ it was what I needed at that moment from that dominant male role model. About two weeks later, I received my summons for the Covenant Ceremony, which made my nerves shoot off the charts. I was only told to meet at the lodge and would receive further instructions once I got there. When that day came, I was nervous as a cat all over again, but I kept telling myself that I would not be asked back if I failed my first ceremonies. Nevertheless, I prepared myself and got to the lodge early. When the time came, I was given the ceremonial robe to wear and told to get on my hands and knees and crawl inside the sacred Masonic white veil room. Crawling inside the veiled area, closest to me, I saw Master Stryker sitting and Master Oz standing over in the back right corner. When I crawled up to Master Stryker, he told me to begin to wash him, pointing at his feet. To the right, I saw a basin of water and a cloth, and I did as told. Realizing, I would have done anything they commanded me to do, wanting to serve them and gain their approval. Something must have snapped within me, as I got a peaceful feeling and a yearning deep inside me. Master Stryker removed my garment, rubbing his hands all over my body. My fears started fading. I wasn’t as scared this time as he continued to rub my cock and between my ass cheeks. Then he started taking off his clothes. When he did so, I knew what was coming and found myself smiling a little. When he was down to his underwear, he told me to kneel. Instinctively, I sucked his huge cock, and it got hard faster than before. He got me to lie back on the bed with my leg in the air, and he moved down and began rimming me. The feelings inside me were exploding like fireworks. Then I was moved onto all fours. Unfortunately, I could not look him in the eyes but I was able to see Master Oz moving closer with a peaceful smile, locking my eyes with his. In this position, nothing got in Master Styker’s way for full balls-deep penetration, and I loved it. As he fucked me, he started pulling almost all the way out and then slamming back in, long dicking me. For a short time, he had me on my back, my favorite position, but even better, Master Oz held my foot back for him. When I looked up, Master Oz’s crotch was over my face, and I reached back, rubbing his bulge, and then held on to his other thigh. It was heaven! Master Stryker wanted me to turn over again. This time I was closer to Master Oz, leaning on his chest, and he held me with both arms as Master Stryker long-dicked me faster and faster and then came inside my hole, filling me with his cum. Through all this, Master Oz held me with both arms in a loving embrace. Once he was done coming, both masters sandwiched me, holding me, kissing me, and I felt warm, accepted, included, a part of them. I don’t know what steps and ceremonies come next, but I will obey and do everything I am told.