Being one of the newest members of The Order, I still had a lot to learn. I do my best to ask questions whenever they come to me, but the responses I get seem very superficial. There are lots of secrets in The Order. Aside from just being patient and accepting that things will be revealed when the masters think the time is right, I think I’m learning a lot just keeping my eyes and ears open and paying attention to little things going on around me. My first encounter with Master Oz was a real eye-opener for me. I had never thought about being with another man before that. He awakened thoughts and sensations that I never even thought were possible. After that, I thought I was ready for almost anything, if nothing else I knew I had better be. Still, when Master St. Michael bent me over his desk, took my virginity, and left me walking back to my room with his cum soaking into my garment, my mind was in a state of overload. I didn’t even know how I felt. Over the next few days, the shock wore off and I realized that beyond the shock and surprise, I had enjoyed it. At least, it was not a bad experience. In fact, even days later, I was fixated on my hole. I felt empty down there, with a sort tingling itch up in my guts, like I needed to feel a man inside of me again. When I was summoned to partake in another one of those special meetings, I found myself almost hoping I would get fucked again. I was asked to wear something very odd this time around. Each meeting with the Elders seemed to get stranger, and they had requested I wear a kind of white tunic, split down the sides and leaving my body almost entirely exposed. This would’ve made me extremely uncomfortable but my two previous experiences while in The Order had taught me to not assume anything, or think it might be what I would expect.I entered a curtained room dressed in my white tunic. The tall, handsome Master Stryker stood in the space, his immaculate all-white suit matching the white backdrop. I noticed the table beside him had two containers that held what looked like oil and once we got situated, Master Stryker immediately began the ritual.I couldn’t fight the way my mouth turned upwards in an awkward grin as I felt his rough finger, slick with oil for the anointing procedure slowly slide across my forehead. Despite his intimidating size, his touch was careful and soft, a gentle giant. With every one of my senses that was receiving special attention from Master Stryker, I could feel my newly discovered desire rise from the depths once again and rush to the surface. I’m sure my eyes were so filled with longing that it only pushed the mature man to pick up the pace to get to what I hoped was coming.The lower Master Stryker’s anointment went, the less control I had over my cravings. He pressed his chest against my back, running his fingers through the hairs on my chest. I was doing my best to remain focused, trying to brush away the intrusive sexual thoughts that flooded my mind, but the moment I felt Master Stryker’s muscular body making contact with mine, I surrendered to my desires.As soon as my feet were anointed with the infused oil, I felt Master Stryker’s hand wrap around my hardening cock, and it was all over. Seeing the tall master on his knees in front of me, gazing up at me as his hand continued to massage my growing hard-on, only made me want to submit that much more deeply.The moment Master Stryker began to undress, and his large cock was released from his garment, I couldn’t have reached out to grab hold of it faster if I tried. With the tall hung top looming over me as I looked up from resting on my knees, the same instincts that guided me in my previous encounters returned. Just like my previous encounters, I found myself bending over for the powerful man, submitting to my desires as well as his. Maybe that’s what being part of The Order was all about, recognizing the same desires within your fellow members and doing whatever is necessary to relive them together. Except, every ritual I experience just makes my desires for the strong charismatic masters in The Order grow stronger.